I've been looking back
On days I barely remember now
And I realize sitting on a flashback
It's all gone my time is winding down
I'm getting too old to ask
I wish I could say bye again
Sneaking in through the back door
Doesn't feel like before
It's like I'm watching it go by
Through another person's blacked out eyes
No more childhood days as kids flying
I don't care it's my pastime
I used to reach my hand out
Trying to grab a memory
I ended up getting lost on a new route
Though I'm 18 it feels like a century
The water is rushing past me
It'll drown me and outlast me
I've stopped looking for a handhold
And just let it come through and flow
It's like I'm watching it go by
Through another person's blacked out eyes
No more childhood days as kids flying
I don't care it's my pastime
I've become numb too fast
To the grains of sand slipping down the hourglass
It's like I'm watching it go by
Through another person's blacked out eyes
No more childhood days as kids flying
I don't care it's my pastime