f l a w l e s s Video (MV)

No, I won't feel guilty cause I wish it was me
Jealous of the dead boy in the passenger seat
I won't be quitting, I'd rather it be me
With someone's smoke in my lungs, dying like bones in the sheets

Got a lighter in my pocket, was a gift to me
Spent a night with the boy who said meaningless things
And Daddy's on the other end of a read receipt
He's pulling out of the picture that he painted of me

Baby, if you think I'm flawless
There's so much you haven't seen
Cause I can take a lot but not this
I'm fading out of my skin in my dreams

No, I hate this city, it's filling with teens
They got the clouds overhead, they've got their heads in machines
And I've never been pretty, cause I'm living with queens
Me and my tin can car, chasing Los Angeles dreams

All the girls play nice, their spider eyes gleam
When the guys turn their backs, they bear some grizzly teeth
Standing out in my shoes, wondering what skeletons can see
People laughing at lies playing with paper esteem

Baby, if you think I'm flawless
There's so much you haven't seen
Cause I can take a lot but not this
I'm fading out of my skin and my dreams

You know I'm only holding on to a promise
But I promise you I hate human beings
So baby, you can say I'm flawless
But all I really want is relief

Now I'm driving down the 101, I could turn the wheel
Hit me, hate me, shoot the gun, I don't f*cking feel
Angels in my ears, they say, "come here,
Come here,
Come here"
Remind them that the world turns even if I, I, I

Angels in my ears, they say, "come here, come here, come here"
Remind them that the world turns even if I
Disappear
I disappear

I disappear
I disappear
So baby, if you think I'm flawless
You don't really know about me

Cause I've been trying hard not to exist
It's funny when I claim to be free
My baby tells me that I'm flawless
Obviously, we disagree, it's killing me

There's so much you haven't, there's so much you haven't
There's so much you haven't seen
There's so much you haven't, there's so much he hasn't
There's so much you'll never see