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I'm not anxious
But now that I'm typing I feel it all
No it's not a nightmare
Rather a dream that I hate to recall
I'm kinda happy
Happy that I don't feel so rough
From what my friends told me
When last they saw me was more than enough
Maybe I just just can't escape it
Maybe I'm getting complacent
I know I need better
I'll change like the weather
Make me feel like I'm the fraud
I'm not trying to disguise
That this boat might capsize
Guess everybody's flawed
So ambitious
To feel like I wouldn't ever fake
Who I am or I should be
Talk about it through metaphors on tape
So oblivious
To think that I wouldn't ever fall
To the feet of who I'd be
If the thoughts in my head could make landfall
I can't escape it
I know I need better
I'll change like the weather
Make me feel like I'm the fraud
I'm not trying to disguise
That this boat might capsize
Guess everybody's flawed