Hannah Williams - Hold You Up Lyrics

I take a step back when I see you smile
I put my head down when I think about you
Though I did nothing wrong
I take time collapsing my own head
I'm always prepared for a train wreck
I fear the worst is yet to come
I don't understand why you don't care
Don't understand why I'm not fair
To all the thoughts on my mind

But I'm getting tired of feeling ashamed
I'm sick of always taking the blame

'Cause you're in my head and out of my hands
Corrupting my mind and leaving your plans
Hoping something would come from nothing in this mess,

Still I'm doing my best to hold you up
And I'm doing my best to never give up

I know that communication strains
And people often change
But I was really hoping you would stay
Show after show at Kilby
Seven Daggers stab in to me
Buzzing for you to show up

But I'm getting tired of waiting out the rain
I'm sick of always hiding what I want to say

'Cause you're in my head and out of my hands
Corrupting my mind and leaving your plans
Hoping something would come from nothing in this mess,

Still I'm doing my best to hold you up
I'm doing my best to never give up
I'm doing my best to hold you up
I'm doing my best to never give up

I hope you know that I still think about you
When no one else is in the room
I hope you know there's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to get another night with you
I know you're tired of what the world is saying
I'm exhausted too
I don't know what's bringing you down but is there anything that I can do?

Cause you're in my head and out of my hands
Corrupting my mind and leaving your plans
Hoping something would come from nothing in this mess
Still I'm doing my best to hold you up
And I'm doing my best to do never give up
Still I'm doing my best