I find it hard, hard to realize
How my thoughts often cloud my mind
I think of her when I fantasize
It's my dream so I'mma try
Holding me tightly in her hands
I'm in too deep now, I cant let go
She has me poisoned in this dance
I'm no longer in control ohh
If I'm not myself anymore
Remember me as I was
Cause I'm departing from the norm
(Departing from the norm)
I leave tonight on this bus
She knows this is the life I choose
I'll take the pain for her to stay
(I'll take it, oh no)
I'm refusing to see the truth
(To see the truth)
As I see my soul decay ayy
Where I'm going I could see her
Blinded by her lights and shine
Everyday I grow unaware
That I'm slowly losing time
Yes this world can change a man
Sometimes It's never really planned
It's like an angels path to damn
When you don't know how it's gonna end
Holding me tightly in her hands
I'm in too deep now, I cant let go
She has me poisoned in this dance
I'm no longer in control ohh
If I'm not myself anymore
(If I'm not myself anymore)
Remember me as I was
(Remember me as I was)
Cause I'm departing from the norm
(Departing from the norm)
I leave tonight on this bus
(Oh no no)
She knows this is the life I choose
(She knows it)
I'll take the pain for her to stay
(I'll take it, oh no)
I'm refusing to see the truth
(To see the truth)
As I see my soul decay
If I'm not myself anymore
(If I'm not myself anymore)
Remember me as I was
(Remember me as I was)
Cause I'm departing from the norm
(Departing from the norm)
I leave tonight on this bus
(Oh no no)
She knows this is the life I choose
(She knows it)
I'll take the pain for her to stay
(I'll take it, oh no)
I'm refusing to see the truth
(To see the truth)
As I see my soul decay ayy