The Harbinger - Demons Lyrics

I think about the times we had
Back in the day I was so glad
Then we had to drift apart
You found a man and broke my heart. Oh
I feel that I can't love again
I hold my breath and count to ten oh
I pray to god to hold me close
Because right now I miss you most oh
I sit alone stuck in my room
Sweep my tears up with a broom oh
I'm hoping we can meet again
Just like old times, hey where you been? Oh
Or maybe just a passing glance
We don't got time for romance
You f*cked up and lost it
I'm sick of the games I'm exhausted

Think I need you well I don't
Said you liked me it didn't show
Got my soul feeling like snow
A little cold, got you on hold
I'm texting other bitches so I feel bold
After high school damn I feel old
I'm waiting every day for a co sign
I've never had a fan hit my damn line
I'll pray for suicide in the night time
I'm praying everyday, things aren't looking up
Can I try another way
I don't know I don't care, to be honest I am scared
I was supposed to die at birth but I've been spared
For what reason, all I feel is pain
Praying for a bullet to enter my brain
Life is a gift, return to sender cuz I don't want this shit
I'm thinking that my times up Clocks ticking bitch
I'm envious of happiness but f*ck it I don't need it
Because a bastard like me mistreated ain't leaving undefeated
I'm an entity baby, see me I'm a demon
But all these people out here just watching

I'm a Demon, Girl
I'm a demon, girl