The Harbinger - Just Left Saturn, See You Again Soon Lyrics

I've been to Saturn never mars
I'm sick of Xanax popping bars
I'm whipping inside Chevy cars
Kicking back looking at the stars
I keep my drugs inside my heart
I slice my veins and spill my pain
I am enslaved I'll break my chains
I feel the weight of a thousand trains
I wanna run so far away
Far away far away

I can't keep running, from these thoughts
Inside my head, and on my nuts
They say they love me slice my guts
My mind confused so cut me up
I hold the blade to the nape of the neck
Give it a tug yeah I'll hope for the best
I feel the blood pouring down to my chest
When I go to die I'll lay my head on your breast
I keep pushing my own limits to the f*cking edge
Baby throw me of the ledge, getting hammered super sledged
If my life was a substance I'd describe it as a pill take one pop then you get ill
Die real quick tryna reach a mil
You watch my body not moving still
I feel gods watching up above, he shed a tear inside a cup
I think it's lean then swallow it up
Feel the poison in my liver, broken down I feel a shiver
Cuz I'm a sinner, god knows I'm satans dinner
Souls colder than winter

Pick apart a pussy then find what they friends do
Slit a couple necks cook em on my menu
I do the best in my power to offend you
Please keep crying it makes me feel new
Why am I here I got no clue
Broken f*cking heart repaired with some glue
Damn I'm depressed never been more blue
I spent all my money on shoes now I got no food
Never been more poor but this a mood
You'll see my name when I'm in the news
Just robbed a bank, got benjamin blues
Never getting caught never paying my dues
Not true, I keep my head to the stars
In my shuttle traveling far
Just left Saturn I'm off too Mars