Harbour - I Can't Stand It Lyrics

I've always known who I am
I'm not running
Feel like I always have a strong plan
But I can't catch a break, god damn
Take the van from sea to sea
It beats the hell out of me
But I'm holding on with a strong hand
Maybe I'm just looking at the wrong end

What if I got nothing left to lose?
What if that's another sad excuse?
Oh, we'll just get back in the van
What if I have nothing good to say?
Does anybody listen anyway?
I can't stand it

What if what could have been
It never comes in the end?
I always worry about my wingspan
I don't know what I'm even thinking
And lord knows if I didn't try
I'd never leave this life behind
So I'm holding on with a strong hand
Maybe I'm just looking at it wrong, man

What if I got nothing left to lose?
What if that's another sad excuse?
Oh, we'll just get back in the van
What if I have nothing good to say?
Does anybody listen anyway?
I can't stand it


If I man up, if I man up, honey
If I man up will I stand up from it?
If I get high will I still come down?
If I go far will I come back now?

If I man up, if I man up, honey
If I man up will I stand up from it?
If I get high will I still come down?
If I go far will I come back now?

If I man up, if I man up, honey
If I man up will I stand up from it?
If I get high will I still come down?
If I go far will I come back now?
Oh come back down

What if I got nothing left to lose?
What if that's another sad excuse?
Can't stand it
Can't stand it