Hard Life - Toxic (feat. Racso) Lyrics

I've just had a revelation
You have a huge perfection fixation, A false illumination, desperation for validation
You long for manipulation, Domination, your indication of emotional intoxication
That's your insinuation
That's not my destination, is it yours?
I ain't falling for your games, bitch

I'm left with pieces of a broken home
I'm left to live a life that can't be whole
But one thought sticks right out in my feelings, you gotta kill it if you wanna let it go
I don't know what this future holds, but it's not for me
And I'm hearing what you're saying, but it don't make sense to me

Because I had it built up
But you tore it down
And I understand, because it's toxic
Had to fight the feeling every motherf*cking day
Had to get right out, because it's broken me

I'm crying out for help, but no one's there
They're blind to all the demons I can't scare
I need a helping hand up to face the foe
I wanna kill it just to really let it go

I don't know what this future holds, but it's not for me
And I'm hearing what you're saying, but it don't make sense to me

Because I had it built up
But you tore it down
And I understand, because it's toxic
Had to fight the feeling every motherf*cking day
Had to get right out, because it's broken me

No action, dysfunction
I'm living under a sky of lies
Confusion, emotion
The feeling is raw, deconstructed with your empty words

You're too f*cking toxic it's deadly

I had it built up
But you tore it down
And I understand, because it's toxic
Had to fight the feeling every motherf*cking day
Had to get right out, because it's broken me

I ain't falling for your games, bitch