Don't wait on me
I'd wait on you
I know it's not smart to do
I'm sitting in my room
Writing all these songs for you
You made me happy till it's all that I knew
Because All my life
I didn't think I was wrong but I knew I wasn't right
I'd just say what's on my mind till I Felt alright
But who am I to blame
If would never feel the same
I don't recognize the guy I used to be
I'd manipulate myself then everyone around me
I ain't do it on purpose, I made myself bleed
A scar that never healed, it continues to leak
Don't wait on me
I'd wait on you
I know it's not smart to do
I'm sitting in my room
Writing all these songs for you
You made me happy till it's all that I knew
Righting my wrongs, to make me better for you
People said I've changed, who am I turning into
A version of me
Who has to live without you
Never fulfilled
There's still things we didn't do
I didn't care about health
I'd just chase all that wealth
Even my ex said "you need help,"
Maybe she's right but oh well
Ima whole different person
Cutting grass, seeing serpents
God gave me a purpose
I know I don't deserve it
Talking all this and that
My emotions have attacked
When you stabbed me in the back
I could Feel it in my cardiac
When I'd smile
I couldn't see you smile back
That's just my war
And I'm scared to battle that
Don't wait on me
I'd wait on you
I know it's not smart to do
I'm sitting in my room
Writing all these songs for you
You made me happy till it's all that I knew
Righting my wrongs, to make me better for you
People said I've changed, who am I turning into
What have I come from
A hypocrite that picks and choose
I'm honest with myself
It's not breaking news
A boy with a guitar
Or a man running on fumes
Am I supposed to act hard
Or do I start making- I'm still confused
My heart's been misused I would go back to the start, to be perfect for you