Harviall - Healing Alone Lyrics

I asked someone to pull the knife from my heart
But the handle was also sharp
From breakdown to breakthrough
Was it all a lie to you
You can't heal while the knife's still in
The wounds won't go away while you're crying
It takes time and you'll end up with a scar
Doesn't matter how much you went far
You know I did wanted to believe in it as well
But would it hurt to make it real you tell
I wanted my coin to be worth in the wishing well
Before I knew it corroded in hell
Break it all before it put you in your deathbed
I'll be healing alone I'll be fine I swear
It'll take time and efforts to break the spell
Healing alone for my parent's pride sake
Revoked a love that was doomed from start
I'll be healing alone so I can start loving
We were always so close but so appart
Healing alone so I can start living
As no one can rescue me
Guess I'll be dealing with it
When I'll find time to surpass it
I'll become a little less mean
And I when I mean I'll do better
I'll throw away that silly dream of mine
When I said I'd take any hate
It did make me feel a lil better
I asked someone to pull the knife from my heart
But the handle was also sharp
From breakdown to breakthrough
It was all a lie to me too
Start living and stop blaming
Guess they tried again to start doing
All micro manageing to feel important
It seem that they acted so infant
How can one grow without sunshine
How can one throw without a hand
Possibly one that does the impossible
Living on a lie to a whole new level
Grow back from what you learned in hell
Healing alone to have a different smell
Possibly the best years you'll ever have
Heal it so fast so you memories last
Either way wasted, consumed to thrown away
Healing feels great whatever you say
Fight it however you think is best
I'll heal alone this time for my own pride's sake
And I when I mean I'll do better
I'll throw away that silly dream of mine
When I said I'd take any hate
It did make me feel a lil better