The Hashassins - Misunderstood Lyrics

I don't understand why it takes so long
I don't understand why I can't hold on
I don't understand where my plan went wrong
I don't understand, I don't understand
I don't understand why it takes so long
I don't understand why I can't hold on
I don't understand where my plan went wrong
I don't understand, I don't understand

I don't understand it, I'm always getting taken advantage
The love I give is taken for granted, always getting f*cked over but still say we solid like granite
The first to forgive but the last to always apologize
Used to have a whole group of friends but I lost them ties
Back when Willy was tossing fries, back before I used to take them Boston rides
We might not talk that much no more but I promise it's love, I still got you guys
So many chicks that I could have hit but I didn't
I was chicken but I still got to the mixing
In no time I was causing friction, biddies didn't want to listen
But had a whole lot to say when I was caught slipping
I had no regard, but navigating thru this life sure was hard
Some things I went thru left more than scars
But that's life, this is how we live
So I just go with the flow cause that's how it is

I don't understand why it takes so long
I don't understand why I can't hold on
I don't understand where my plan went wrong
I don't understand, I don't understand
I don't understand why it takes so long
I don't understand why I can't hold on
I don't understand where my plan went wrong
I don't understand, I don't understand

I don't understand why it takes so long, why I can't hold on
Where the plan went wrong, I don't know
Still trying to sell my mixtape at the show
They say no matter how much shit you take there's gon be more
I guess I get it, the less I smoke, the less you with it
I remember discovering things like that when I was timid
Back when momma told me if I did drugs I would be addicted
So many relationships that drifted
Came a long way from uneducated William
Know I'm slower but the chip on my shoulder is so appealing
Write a verse then lay back on my bed and stare at the ceiling
Thinking back to when I wanted shit so bad I was stealing
Still don't have it and got bad money habits, and I wonder why I'm not established
If I was popping maybe I would smash an actress
But right now definitely ain't no chick coming back to my air mattress