hateful - me at parties Lyrics

I think I might just go home
I think I'll just go home alone
I'm just so drained from all this shit
I am not feeling it
Act like I got all the answers
I'm always disappointed after
I am just so lost
I'd buy guidance at any cost
In the bathroom at a party
I've been here for awhile
Contemplating going home
Cause I don't wanna socialize
I am wearing my ripped jeans
High status brands
Didn't mean for it to go this far
It all got out of hand
I think i might just go home
I think I'll go home alone
I'm just so drained from all this shit
I am not feeling it
Act like I got all the answers
I'm always disappointed after
I am just so lost
I'd buy guidance at any cost
I got no reactions
I just act like a zombie
In a weird headspace
Can't figure out what's reality
Gotta put my phone down
That shit was way too bright
I honestly don't know
How I'm getting home tonight
How am I getting home tonight
None of my friends are sober right now
How am I getting home tonight
None of my friends are sober right now