Haylie Marie - Search of a Home (remastered) Lyrics

There are pieces of you that remain in my room so i sit on the bed and i talk to the moon
I tell him that i'm happy
And i'm no longer sick
But baby if you're coming back can you please be quick?
There's no beat to my heart no air in my lungs
I'm crying and dying you're f*cking me up
The moon disappeared and the stars light went out
I'll sit in the dark and i wont make a sound

Now i understand why i feel so alone
Just a little girl on the search of a home
One black blanket
Two black sheets
Are now worth more than he ever loved me

Take it from me
The jokes were unfunny
Guess now i'm better off now
But im feeling unlucky
There's no blood in my veins or room in my brain
I'm trapping all the thoughts of you that i can't even take

I poured out all the memories that can't be explained
Racking my mind for the reasons you changed
You switched overnight and you gave me no warning
Now i lay in the silence and pretend that it's boring

My friends will never understand why im missing you
'Cause all you ever made me feel was so dark and blue
I'm racking my brain for all the reasons to stay
Like you'll look at me someday and tell me that it's okay
But your time has ended
Air has returned to my lungs
The beat of my heart has started back up
I am finally happy
I just couldn't see
That you were the piece that was damaging me