Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)
I'm a mess
Of regrets
So I guess
Its time to focus
On life after death
I confess
I'm, kinda stressed
I've been depressed
Since I was 10, biiiiiiitch
Think it was no coincidence
That I
Had my innocence
Taken, when I was 6
Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)
Cuz this thing called "purpose"
Really just ain't working
And your abyss is just perfect
Ly worth it
I'm waiting on you
To make a move
Tell me what you're gonna do
I've been waiting
Here so patient
Tell me if you're coming through
Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)