HÆC - DevilOnMyBack Lyrics

Yeah
Sometimes I feel like I ain't never gonna change
But I keep on runnin

I got whiskey in my veins, demons in my past
Tryna outrun the storm, but the pain's too fast
Took a left down a road I should've never walked
Now the voices in my head got a southern drawl
Mama tried to tell me, "Boy, don't play with fire
But I lit the match just to feel inspired
Now I'm knee-deep in sins that I can't erase
But I keep on prayin', hope it ain't too late

Tired of fightin', tired of runnin
Every mile, my soul gets numb and
I been fallin', I been breakin
Tryna climb out but I keep on sinkin

I got a devil on my back and an angel in the wind
Tryna pull me out but I keep fallin' in
Lord, I don't know if I'll make it in the end
But I keep on runnin', I keep on runnin' again

I been walkin' through the valley, barely breathin' at all
Every step that I take, I hear the Reaper call
Ain't no mercy in the dirt when you live like this
Either drown in the guilt or you fight to exist
I seen good men die for the life I chased
Seen a preacher turn cold when he lost his faith
Seen my own damn brother put a gun to his face
So don't tell me 'bout hell-I done seen that place

Maybe I was meant for more
Maybe I was born to lose
Maybe every wrong I've done
Was just another scar to prove

Sometimes I feel like I ain't never gonna change
But I keep on runnin