Deep Scars Video (MV)

You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
Man I swear I lost It all back when my cousin took her life away
Depression cutting deep scars bruises still can't get this pain away
I was stressed I was hurting people thought I was just a lame
Until one day i came home shedding tears was running down my face
This shit ain't funny It all hurts that's just the demons tryna bring me home
Pain and anger made me think about just letting go
Ain't wanna be here I just need Jesus to hear me though
Them niggas clowned me but I swear that shit ain't easy bro
Now That's a shame how when you down no one is there for you
You could lose It all cause no one really wanna hear you through
Scared of dying always crying no one really cared for you
But when you're gone they pray to god hoping heavens where you made It to
Do you feel the pain I feel something like you always dying
Can't get relief head off the swivel the shit that get us crying
Felt like I'm dying just want a perk just to put this shit behind me
I was Weak ain't get no sleep with all this stress that been inside me
I felt cold almost like I ain't even have a soul
Chest was heavy hardly breathing I was feeling broke
You know that pain you feel in your heart when you lost someone close
Well that's the pain I'm feeling daily niggas never know yeah yeah
You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
Now lemme take you back before the days I started rapping.
When I was weak a loose link my life was just all but a tragic
And I was down thinking about better days asking god about the things I can't imagine
A lot was going on but I never thought beyond depression
I had to open up my eyes and see my life why so dramatic
Tears shedding wondering why with the pain I'm feeling panic
Took my struggles off my chest made It a song this shit a classic
My life flashed before my eyes like a movie so cinematic
Now tell me why I never feel the hope with my success
No my side when I heard my cousin laid to rest
I always scrutinize it's cause I want the best to be the best
I told the truth and I tried to overcome to beat the test
I think a lot is on my mind so I gotta hold off
I been going through some shit and I just wanna go off
Just want a addy and a perc so when I'm down I zone off
Deep scars deep scars Lotta shit is on pause
Mixed emotions in my head I think It's causing deep thoughts
Hearts been broken countless times I end up feeling so lost
Happiness I don't know that shit cause depression makes It worse
Deep scars deep scars lotta shit is on
You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
You are not alone
I've cried since you been gone
With you I felt at home
But you're by my side yea
Joelle , you'll always have a pice of my heart, rest in peace