Headtrip - Pity Party Lyrics

I told her I never wanted to see her again
And I meant it
No part of me regrets what I said
But I can't stop thinking about her
And I don't know why

You weren't there for me when I needed you
You lied to me when I needed truth
F*cked me when I needed intamacy
F*cked me without any interest in me
Well now I'm leaving cause I'm good by myself
You don't give a shit if it's not bout yourself
I don't need you I can love myself
This new girl, she my angel of death
She look inside, see that I'm out of breath
She f*cked me three times, then left me on read
Should've expected this, got me mad in the head
F*ck this lonely feeling, confidence is fleeting
Let myself get used, verbally abused
Searching for someone that make me feel like a person
What do I say?
How do I pray?
To make all this pain go away
I'm tired of this
All of this shit
F*ck it I'm jumping the railing today
What do you say?
My angel today
You joining or leaving this pity party?
I got a feeling you're not what I need, but I'm feeling unstable, so please can you stay?

Copy me down
Paste me on to you
So I know what you mean to me
Copy me down
Paste me on to you
So I know what you mean to me

Depression hits different when you can't trust anyone
Except for the music
The people this song is about might give this a listen
But won't even hear it
I stared in your eyes and hoped that you'd be something different
But I guess I expected too much
I put all I have into everything
In every word that I f*cking sing
Y'all treat eachother with no empathy
The negativity is getting into me
I felt so good about my closest friends
Only to find they don't give two shits about me
What do you see?
A pity party?
I only see
My reality
Motherf*cker

Copy me down
Paste me on to you
So I know what you mean to me
Copy me down
Paste me on to you
So I know what you mean to me