Heartbound - the ballad of riko Lyrics

Why am I meant to be here?
Am I meant to dive into the mirror?
I've been playing games
And drawing blades
On memories
That altered me
Negatively
Is somebody supposed to be listening?
I hate it here
It's cold and alone
With a mind torn from gold
Rip the cloth
And expose all of my open wounds
Carved into bone
A disgusting life of abhorrent moves
ABHORRENT MOVES
Come whatever may
I never had a say anyway
Tell me, what's left to see?
Numb is all I've ever been
Decades since I've felt whole inside
Long days and long nights turn into lost time
What made me forced my growth
It was stripped from me
Too long ago!
Victim of a victim
A cycle of numb
I was too young to understand
So I never had a tongue
It never felt right
Blaming the one that was wronged
Despite being the reason
I never felt like I belonged
I wasted my life
Blaming someone else for every mistake I made
Never realizing
I kept myself sane with traumatic tendencies
KEEP ME SANE
WHAT IS LEFT WHEN I CAN NEVER SLEEP
Come whatever may
I never had a say anyway
Tell me, what's left to see?
Numb is all I've ever been
Decades since I've felt whole inside
Long days and long nights turn into lost time
What made me forced my growth
It was stripped from me
Too long ago!
I see shadows in my head
I never felt like I belonged here
I spent years just numbing myself
Instead of coming to terms with what happened in my youth
I hate every cell inside my skin
For what I had become
And yet a thin line has begun to blur
Separating acceptance and a voice unheard
Come whatever may
I never had a say anyway
Tell me, what's left to see?
Numb is all I've ever been
Decades since I've felt whole inside
Long days and long nights turn into lost time
What made me forced my growth
It was stripped from me
Too long ago!
Come whatever may
Tell me, what's left to see?
Decades since I've felt whole inside
Long days and long nights turn into lost time
What made me forced my growth
It was stripped from me
Too long ago