Heather Bailey - back to bed Lyrics

I started journaling yesterday
Wish it could reset my brain
I'm trying tips off of the internet
Don't want to repeat this year again

Feel like my brain is broken
Why do I, do I, do all this holding?
Can only see the details, not the whole
Is there somewhere else that I can go?

So, I bury my face in my phone
Just to pretend I'm not all alone
And I read books about why it hurts
And how to get rid of all this dread
Think I'll go back to bed

Ahhh
Ahhhh
La da da

I didn't know what to do today
Now there's paint all over my room
Oh, it was Christmas yesterday
Now it will be new years soon

Feel like my brain is broken
Why do I, do I, do all this holding?
Can only see the details, not the whole
Is there somewhere else that I can go?

So, I bury my face in my phone
Just to pretend I'm not all alone
And I read books about why it hurts
And how to get rid of all this dread
Think I'll go back to bed

Hey
Hey
Hey

Oh, I don't wanna shed as many tears
In the new year, in the new year
I don't wanna recall all my fears
In the new year, in the new year
In the new year, come what may
But don't make me

Bury my face in my phone
Just to pretend I'm not all alone
And I read books about why it hurts
And how to get rid of all this dread
Think I'll go back to bed

Hey
Hey
Hey
Think I'll go back to bed
Hey
Hey
Oh oh oh
Think I'll go back to bed