Oh I'm a mess
I miss myself from twenty years ago
Like I was someone else
I rang myself dry
So many twists and turns
Lived in my mind and my mind always hurt
Now I'm drained of all my colors
Monochromatic
Don't know what happened
I asked you to leave so you did
But now I'm numb and I want you back
So I can feel again
I was overthinking
Now I'm not thinking at all
And it's all empty
You could say I'm stronger now
Like I'm empowered
But I feel nothing now like nothing matters
And I'm not calm
I don't feel mad
I don't feel happiness but I'm not sad
I feel like I'm on prescription meds
The ones that make you wish you were dead
But I don't feel sorry
Not for myself
No pity party wishing I was someone else
Now I'm drained of all my colors
Monochromatic
Don't know what happened
And I asked you to leave so you did
But now I'm numb and I want you back
So I can feel again
I was overthinking
Now I'm not thinking at all
And it's all empty
Drained of all my colors
Drained of all my colors
Drained of all my colors
Drained of all my colors
Now I'm drained of all my colors
Monochromatic
Don't know what happened