Heaven's Tea - Lover's Leap Lyrics

Lover's leap a place where no one else can hear your screams
When you wanna give up but she's all you see inside your dreams
She's taken over mentally and I can't say we're meant to be
'Cause I can't just lie to you, I said that I would die for you
I guess at one point that was true but now
I can't stand this side of you
I stand on the ledge, I could really use an edge
'Cause I can't bring myself to jump, all I need is one step, and plump
I'm gone in the dawn, move on
It'll be better when I'm gone
So this is my tape I'm sending you, it doesn't matter if you listen
Lovers leap, a place where no one cares
A place where nothing's theres
A place of nightmares
A place where there's no repairs

Jump, the angels pull us up
We'll fall down to the water
But soon we'll reach the sun
And all this will be done

I can never make up for the way I'm acting
Unless I man up and finally crash it
Am I really ever happy or just distracted?
Am I really ever sad or just overreacting?
I can't even cry but tears roll down my eyes
I can't even fly but I wanna touch the sky
I see the homeless every day but still think I'm worse
Do you ever think, were you really worth the hurt?
I'd like to think people like me, but I can't really see it
I wanna keep walking but is it really worth it?
I need to be honest with my feelings and myself
So I can just get it over with; escape this hell
Well, I'll tell you this, I wish I did it
I wish I leaped or dropped or stopped
'Cause the pain keeps following like a runaway dog
I'm astray from my beliefs and a ways from where I sleep
Man, I gotta say I wish I took the final leap

Jump, the angels pull us up
We'll fall down to the water
But soon we'll reach the sun
And all this will be done
I'll finally be free, and I'll be happy
I've got no more worries