Heaven's Tea - Nobody Cares (feat. IllKittyDog) Lyrics

I've been feeling pretty different lately
All this new stuff coming at me from the start of January
New 'tude new tunes found in the late noon
Sick pets on the web and I'm getting overwhelmed
Everybody thinks I'm crazy when I wanna kill myself
And I don't know how to act anymore, what the hell?
I'm just trying to be happy but I got all these questions
Don't feel like I belong here, man I'm not a resident
Feels like one day I'll get arrested, 'cause I don't know how to stay home and get rested
I'm running in the streets doing drugs causing harm
And it's not just to myself and it's not just to my arms
Sin is flowing through my veins more than blood is to my brain
Mentally feeling insane and I swear it's not a game
Life is short but I wanna die
But God only picks the prettiest flowers so I reside

Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't I shoot myself in the head
Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't we shoot ourselves in the head

Fake friends, fake fun
Less time, more drugs
You're fake, you suck
No more; my blood
You hate, levitate
Love you, no more
You're just a whore
There's the front door
We kissed, I fell, see you in Hell
No God, kill me black void, endlessly
Blue hair, no peace, just leave me be
We'll never make it honestly, and please
Never love, never leave, and always; hate sees a way into me
It will win, just pull the pin, so the pain will end
We weren't just friends, but now we're nothing
You don't matter to me, you see
We could've been in love, we could've had the world
You made me question if I even like girls
And always remember

Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't I shoot myself in the head
Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't we shoot ourselves in the head

Like Gambino with a heartbeat
I gotta ask, not like you give a damn, but f*ck, what are we
Are we best friends, are we f*cking, are we something?
I can see the way you look at me, but, see
I don't got a lot of time to waste
Breezing on these e-bitches like we set a date
Call me in the late night, tell me that you wanna meet
Cup of coffee, don't cross me, f*ck being discreet
Show me all the pictures that you took of him
Y'all so f*ckin' happy and you tell me that I'm better than this dude?
Please, I know I can't compete
The only memory you have of us is when we sleep
That's fine, f*ck this, I'm down for whatever
I know I cannot be hung up like a pusbitch forever
Just know that if you need somebody near
Just call me up and I'll be right there

Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't I shoot myself in the head
Nobody cares until you're dead
So why don't we shoot ourselves in the head