Heaven's Tea - Trustworthy Lyrics

Addressing my depression, I just feel I'm not myself
So I'm needing someone else
I just feel I'm not complete without these drugs say to myself
During late night conversations over text
But now you out here starting all this shit, you selfish bitch
Can't handle all this shit, I would talk to you in person but can't let this shit get out
Cause you won't close your f*ckin' mouth
I can't seem to call you out, and without a f*ckin' doubt
Seem to think that you're trustworthy? F*ck that
Trustworthy, you're not trustworthy
Trustworthy, this time you can't blame me
Trustworthy, you're not trustworthy
Trustworthy, at least say sorry
Adhering to these feelings, I never wanna wake up
Now I'm filling up my cup
Questioning where is my luck
Why did I give you a f*ck
When you are the one that sucks
Got me all up in a rut
And emotions getting stuck
Why are you in high school getting laid?
Acting like you're better cause you've betrayed
The trust of others
Love from your mother
Then your own lover
And now your brothers
See I'm hiding behind this facade
And I'm hoping and praying to God
That you'll leave me alone or you'll change
But I'm laying if I ever say
That I'll see that day
Cause I know you you're not trustworthy, bitch
Trustworthy, you're not trustworthy
Trustworthy, this time you can't blame me
Trustworthy, you're not trustworthy
Trustworthy, at least say sorry