I miss the way you used to take me round, but
I don't miss the way you made me feel
I felt you from far away
Now I
Can't seem to numb the pain I'm in
I hate you
I love you
Why do I still want you?
I hate you
But I love you
What am I supposed to do?
I hate you
I love you
Why do I still want you?
I hate you
But I love you
What am I supposed to do?
Inside this headspace
I open my eyes
I witness the hellscape
You left behind my life
I see agreements
When I know you're wrong
But the fight just wasn't worth it
So I nodded along
You had me tied up to a train and sent it for a fiery ride
And I can't even assign blame, I played this game a thousand times
I could've cut off everything but couldn't come to compromise
I swear I saw the ending and the fall was never worth the rise
Try as you might
The dust settles, I'm moving on now
You're magnetic but I'm trying to get out of here
Played by the rules, but it quickly turned around
I'm out of fuel trying to leave the atmosphere
I hate you
I love you
Why do I still want you?
I hate you
But I love you
What am I supposed to do?
I hate you
I love you
Why do I still want you?
I hate you
But I love you
What am I supposed to do?
(Be kind, rewind...)