Noché (feat. Sfweeb) Video (MV)

Can't commit, love to quit, I ain't shit
Talk big, afraid to live, my hearts a sieve
Sometimes this word-smithing has me tripping
What a pointless waste of time to be spending

And no I won't show
And who f*cking knows when i'll go
My last candle has already been blown
I'm in the darkest times I have ever known

I have ever known
I have ever known, no

And the pressures, of solving problems
For those I have to lead
Has me feeling f*cked up
I'm a chained dog, on a leash

Burn all my bridges, sabotage my relationships
Where I am going, I no longer have need for them
It's easier for everyone then
It's easier for everyone then

Boxcutter to artery
With those two it's always a party
Though most times I feel like the blade is a part of me
Despite that it tears me apart, partly

And I'm startling myself
Compounding thoughts of erasing myself
I'm scared of myself, I can't ask for help

I brought it all on myself
Startling myself
Compounding thoughts of erasing myself
I'm scared of myself, I can't ask for help

I brought it all on myself
I'm always nervous and scared can't you tell
My feelings are hell my mind in a cell, oh well
I brought it all on myself, I brought it all on my self

I hate my head, hence why I eat pills to make my nerves dead
Chew my nails down to the f*cking nail bed
Chew my nails down till they f*cking bleed red
I'd rather focus on pain inflicted
Then what the f*cks going on in my head

Overreact and I overthink
Overreact and I overthink
Constantly cycling
Constant reminders of all of the times that I ruined us from within

Overreact and I overthink
Overreact and I overthink
Constantly cycling
Constant reminders of all of the times that I ruined us from within