Trauma Video (MV)

I found myself
Dreaming of that night again
Your soul clinging to your lifeless body
I watched in horror
As you left this earth
The light inside me
Left with you
Once again
Awake in a sweat
The cold stale air
It reeked with death
Come and take me next
With his cruel hands
Reaching for the knife
Steel meets skin
One thing I'm sure of is
Death is a thief
The time is never right
But the time always comes
Stealing away
My life and my peace

There's no escape
The grief swallows me
Into the depths I fall
Unable to speak
Unable to scream
Out for help
Because there's no one there
Beyond those golden gates
No saviors no one in sight

The way you left
It follows me
How I found you
Burned in my mind
Upon the floor
Swimming in vomit
Filled with agony
Never the same
Etched to the wall
Where your picture hangs
Now a portrait
Of better days
I find no peace
Without you

There's no escape
The grief swallows me
Into the depths I fall
Unable to speak
Unable to scream
Out for help
Because there's no one there
Beyond those golden gates
No saviors no one in sight

This rotting need
Holds root in the waters
That flow through me
We walk through the flowers
And drift to sleep
The air breaks free
Releasing me
Into the deep
Leaving me
You're leaving me
Understand that I need you here
Understand that I need you
I just need you to
Promise me that you will never leave