Heart of Gold Video (MV)

I'm done being friendly
My pain just multiplied I get crucified
So don't even come near me
I'm putting down landmines wit no warning signs
So Don't walk too quickly
No you don't Ra at all so don't you think to mix me up like pasta sauce
I leave ya noodles leaking on ya lawn
I having ya niggas reaching out to law
I have ya mama grieving when you gone
I'm disrespectful f*ck ya baby moms
I'm so neglectful hit then never call
You know I'm evil bitch
Heart thrown inside the abyss
My feelings died wit' my friends
And the ones I have I can't predict
Cuz the ones I have don't ever vent
I'm f*cked up
My fam ain't around my dad never round
I had hand me downs my mom held it down
So I empty the rounds 'til I fill up accounts
The checks that we need gotta clear not bounce
The rappers you know gonna quit not vouch
The singers you love gonna f*ck me no doubt
And a tell all book only way you find out
And I won't write it
Saying we f*cked and I might deny it
Cuz rumors get passed like court indictments
And stories clash like swords from Vikings
What's the truth
Well I am and my songs
Pray my circle don't do me wrong
Pray the money don't strip the bonds
Bt if it's blue strips f*ck em all

Say amen for those that's not here no more
Yea yea
Say amen and pray all my friends ain't foes
The devil got these demons close
I pray my joy don't leave my soul
Yea yea
This pain is gonna make my heart turn cold
It used to be a heart of gold

Could a been gone but I'm here bro
Got my mind I got my soul
Got that fire gotta keep that on
Eyes open I watch it all
The evil lurk every day
That's the environment where I stay
Just go be in the right place
Get yo mind put outta its place
I been tryna stay out the way
Get more in tuned with each day
Sometimes life throw a lil weight
That's ok I carry it great
I done lost too many I'm sick
Tryna get us outta this shit
My mind take off and it drift
Sometimes things don't make sense
Like why people change up
Why people fold when it's rough
Why people rather have yours
Or try to turn you to dust
I guess they ain't giving a f*ck
So neither do I my fingers too high
Things go left I seen that coming
I was too right
Done faced so many L's
Feel like I can't get higher
Sometimes u face a lotta L's
But u cannot get tired
That's why I push forward like bulldozers
Once it's over no do overs
I'm tryna leave my mark
Leave a lil light in place of my dark

Say amen for those that's not here no more
Yea yea
Say amen and pray all my friends ain't foes
The devil got these demons close
I pray my joy don't leave my soul
Yea yea
This pain is gonna make my heart turn cold
It used to be a

Say amen for those that's not here no more
Yea yea
Say amen and pray all my friends ain't foes
The devil got these demons close
I pray my joy don't leave my soul
Yea yea
This pain is gonna make my heart turn cold
It used to be a heart of gold