Feel Video (MV)

I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
High mountain air creeps into my veins
Chest cavity fluid membrane
Baptize my blood feeling so strange
Mister one time no name he's insane
Do you really want it
Do you really want it
I try to be
I try to be
I try to be
Kiss me I won't tell you no
F*ck me oh im so exposed
9 lives inside a vacuum
Hopeless promise I cant fathom
How many churches have I passed
I need to talk to god a last
I need to talk to Jesus Christ
And I tell him that I need advice
Find my freedom in a valium
Locked away by cocaine stallions
Forever chained up out west
Because even god can't clear my past
2 heads one mask
Marginal wastelands are growing fast
Little skinny boy is now a man
Childhood best friend
Went and cheated on his lifespan

I feel so down
Johnny 99 told me hop in the car
Call me noah 109 boy shot for the stars
Landed head in a ditch run over by cars
Running and running and the red lights coming and the red lights coming
Red lights coming and you dont know why
Red light red light red light why

I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I feel
I meant to tell you
I want to feel like a man again
Burning some kind of inferable freedom within me
Knowing I dont have to scream
Its so hard
I feel like I cant win
I feel like I have to hurt myself to feel
I feel
I feel like it aint worth my time to feel
But I know I have to keep going

I feel like
Running though the night
I feel like
Its gonna be all right