I'm falling out of love
I don't even speak about my pain
I fill my heart with drugs
Since a younging I've been thugging
I've been on my own
These demons knocking at my door
No they won't leave me alone
They won't leave me alone
I don't want to be in the spotlight
I was just praying to God
My brother I never see him in the headlines
Remember the day I'm watching my TV
Seeing my cousin on Fox five
I'm coping with pain
I light me a J
All you gon' see is my red eyes
All you gon' see is my red eyes
I'm praying to God he fix my heart
I'm going through shit I can't lie
If niggas keep playing with my top
Yeah I'ma get me a gen five
Was talking with sis
She saying she f*ck with my music
She thinking I'm top five
Last nigga that tried to play with me
I put him down
Did him like french fry
No I can't even go to sleep
Nigga said that he was gon' touch me
I think he got cold feet
Shawty blowing up my phone
She want me beat it to the beat
I like my bitches brown skin
I like my bitches hella freaky
Mama told me stay inside
She don't want to see me in the streets
My mama look me in my eyes
She see my pain
She start weeping
Look at my red eyes
No I'm not high
Mama I'm cry tears
This ain't no weed inside my lungs
I'm praying to God like why I'm here
(Why am I here? Why am I here?)
I'm praying to God like why am I here?
(Why am I here huh?)
I'm thugging like shit in my denim tears
Like uh uh
It ain't no man that I fear
I go through pain behind this music
My heart is broke with no cure
Was going through shit inside my mind
Didn't think I would make it to this year
Didn't think I would make it at all
Thank God I never fall
Thank God I never fold
Yeah I'm getting older
Mama know her son strong
Yeah I'm a damn soldier
I'm falling out of love
I don't even speak about my pain
I fill my heart with drugs
Since a younging I've been thugging
I've been on my own
These demons knocking at my door
No they won't leave me alone
They won't leave me alone
I don't want to be in the spotlight
I was just praying to God
My brother I never see him in the headlines
Remember the day I'm watching my TV
Seeing my cousin on Fox five
I'm coping with pain
I light me a J
All you gon' see is my red eyes
All you gon' see is my red eyes
(My red eyes, my red eyes)