Here Be Monsters - The Smoking Gun Lyrics

The stairs have never ever seemed so daunting
Joints grinding together begging you to go no further
And what's worse, your mind is listening
To tired to continue - lost your muster and your fervor
And this is the moment you've been fearing all your life
This is the moment when you must decide
Well, I've decided

If I live to be 100, I still think it's true
Existence worth existing is existing within you
It's a shame you've grown to be so heartless
Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without catharsis
And I say that I will fight until my dying moment
I will fight until my dying moment

And every now and then, I'll get to see my family
Eyes are turning, bridges burning, kids are so young they don't my name
This isn't happening
I'm old and getting older every day until the day I waste away
Scream and shout 'till the last vibration leaves your throat
Every weakness a strength to unfold

If I live to be 100, I still would think it's true
Existence worth existing is existing within you
It's a shame you've grown to be so heartfless
Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without carthasis
And I say, I will fight until my dying moment
I will fight until my dying moment

Did you ever find what you were running from?
Or did it just make you run farther away?
Did you ever find your smoking gun?

If I live to be 100, I still would think it's true
Existence worth existing is existing within you
It's a shame you've grown to be so heartfless
Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without carthasis
And I say, I will fight until my dying moment
I will fight until my dying moment