Here's Johnny - Catharsis Lyrics

Day after day
This cycle triggers my deepest regrets
The nothingness keeps feeding on me
But I feel okay
I'll lie to myself
And think I know the way

Casted away
Endless ways of hating myself impotently
No, I won't
Stay the same
This war I'm waging is against none but myself

And I've fought my battles
And I've smashed my face against the ground
A life so shallow
Yet I know

This is not the life I chose
Stimulation overdose

Every day it's just one of those days
Another warzone
Straight into the fray
My detonation gets closer and closer
Until my sanity
I will betray

I've traded my battles
I'm breaking this chains once and for all
A time of revival
Now I know

This is not the life I chose
Stimulation overdose

Retrace the steps I've come undone
Obliterate this pain inside
This time will be
The end for you and me

For all those days I've spent alone
Look at me
What did I become?
You are my own worst enemy
Your death will be my remedy

The cancer will never return
I've turned the page and let it burn
This is a new beginning
I will not give up

This is a new beginning
I will
Not give up