Here's to Now - Symphony Lyrics

Hey man, will you listen?
Cause I need to talk to you
To tell you something that is true
Hey you, will you journey to the backside of my mind?
Where everything is fine

But don't mistake my smile for a good time
Cause I'm a handful with an ache and a shake

I'm screaming from my lungs to get these words to you
To tell ya, something that is true
For all the f*cked up shit I couldn't do for you
I'll write a symphony for you

I know it's been a while since I heard your words with mine
You're the reason I still try
Yeah, your eyes well there's some that
I can't replace the time
Makes days go fast now it's all a laugh

But don't mistake my smile for a good time
Cause I'm a handful with an ache and a shake

I'm screaming from my lungs to get these words to you
To tell ya, something that is true
For all the f*cked up shit I couldn't do for you
I'll write a symphony for you

I'm coming to grips with the fact I'm not honest with myself
I struggle within cause this time I might need help