the hesitants - if looks could kill Lyrics

I'm loosing weight
How I'm loosing feelings
All I gain is pain
Hunger is different now
(It's not for food but to be loved)
I've heard many times
"If you're skinny then you're pretty
Then you're pretty"
But I'm still crying in my bathtub
My skinny comes with a pity
Now I can feel my bones breaking
All my demons dance breathtaking
My eyes are open wide awaken
But all I do is lie
All I do is lie
So far away
But somehow you're still here
You're lurking in my head
You've bailed on me three times
Any more would be in vain
I've heard many times:
"If you're skinny then you're worth it
You're perfect!"
Now I can see the bloody tears I'm crying
My skinny is toxic
Now I can feel my bones breaking
All my demons dance breathtaking
My eyes are open wide awaken
But all I do is lie
All I do is lie
I'm weightless far removed
I'm afloat above all of you
Still a burden crushing you're bones
What a picture with no contours