HINAGIRL - tulip Lyrics

You know, this summer didn't turn out how I expected
It was messy
It was kind of a hard time
But I won't get ahead of myself
So, f*ck it

I am staring at my ceiling
I am thinking about what I'm supposed to say
Not a single thing went how I wanted
But I can't bear to spoil the story

Oregon summers are typically not very rainy
This summer wasn't any different
It was scorching, it was blazing, it was sunny
But of course

Where there's smoke, there's fire
And when it rains, it pours
You won't see a single thing I have in store
To tell you: this summer was just how God intended
And he gives his strongest soldiers a reason to battle

On literally any other day of the week
I might be fine and I might feel complete
But looking back on this summer, I'm
Actually at a loss for words

On one hand, I learned how to be strong
I learned how to trust in God and feel strong
I would be lying if I said that
Any of that process was a breeze

So please bear with me, I'm trying something new
I'm making music that sounds good to me
And I'm telling you how I feel
I've been hiding my heart solely in fear
That you will all hate me and see I'm a mess
Isn't that so silly
(I know)

Have a good summer