As far as I remember
You was neva there from
January thru December
You left my Mother
Strugglin', with 3 kids
Didn't care what ya did
Got you a family acting like we ain't exist
And I was beyond pissed
When X-mas rolled around
Every year we all received, the same gift
Nothing but silence
I guess we made, Santas naughty list
Ohh yeah
I can't forget the birthdays, ya missed
I waited for your call, like a hostage
Of course it neva came, who's to blame
Soon, as, I became, the 1, 2
I, knew
Our relationship was thru
Cause you promised us, Disney World
Then you took another Chick, lil Girls
Showing up at the crib
With t-shirts as souvenirs
I wanted to shove it, right up your rear
And, There's no way, I can comprehend
But the plan
Is to show you, how I became a man
And I appreciate it
Every night I be
Uhn Now tell me why you left
Hopefully we could chop it up like a chef
You should know
I see you when I'm
Uhn
Before I go to bed, I think in my head
Why you disappeared
When I was a kid
You wasn't there to show me, wrong from right, Or how to fight
I guess that's why, I use to stay out, passed the street lights
Surprised I ain't give my life, to a Gang
Cause I ain't needa rope, to hang
But I remained
To be like google maps, and just reroute
I knew the streets wouldn't give a f*ck about, me
See, they, say, family
Always stick together
If I had a penny, every time I heard that
I'd be richer than, Mayweather
And Hey sister, Don't eva date a nigga
Who's equivalent to our Father
Pops left, so I'll be the one to tell ya
Your a Queen, don't let a peasant get into your jeans
I learned
Our Imperfections, makes us human
Instead of spending money on single women
He shoulda spent more time with his children
And, There's no way, I can comprehend
But the plan
Is to show you, how I became a man
And I appreciate it
Every night I be
Uhn Now tell me why you left
Hopefully we could chop it up like a chef
You should know
I see you when I'm
Uhn
Before I go to bed, I think in my head
Why you disappeared
When I was a kid
I know you not a Doctor, cause you never once checked up on me
I ain't take it Personal
But it seem, it was Intentional
And you know a Dad is very crucial
To adolescence grown up
If you ain't got a father
Look in the mirror and become your own