Hirundith de Costa - Behind the Hate Ladder Lyrics

My momma scolded me when I was listening to rap
I just felt my veins stacking up with the crap
I first listened to Biggy and Tupac stack
I'm in peace where you keep your mind to yourself

I was born in Colombo big some city dreams flying
This shitty government just make my parents day lying
I went to the school Elizabeth made
I came outta undergraduate with my grades flying

These niggas hated me when I came up the stairs
They tried to solidate and make shit about me
I've got ride or die couples living life with me
We gotta keep out shit together make life living

The societies f*cked up it's so f*cked up
We see blacks, whites fighting when we wake up
We see murder, suicide taking lives when we stay up
You gotta live again for you to get paid up

I came up with a paper and pen tryna get my shit together
Then I realized the paper was over
The ink in the pen made my lines stronger
I'm just a country boy chasing my dreams stronger

You gotta stay up you gotta stay up
I played PUBG with a 8 scope in my gun
I got my niggas who were there throughout my journey
I got no big dreams just got memories fading

I got my idols fading when I was growing up
Avicii you're the man you went too early
Triple X, Juice I'm respecting you wisely
These legends made me hear the music wisely

Mama, I swear I'll make you proud forever
Daddy you just told and made me stronger
I got two bros there backing when I fall down
I got my fam' holding up a strong ring

We wake up on a sunny day early
We hunt our goals wisely keep our heads working
We go to bed with our heads going lowkey
Trust me man this life ain't easy
I never got the ladder I had to crawl for my success
They were bad people who were tryna end my journey shorter
You know what they didn't know? My mama made a warrior
I hunted my goals like a red-eye archer

My kicks are glowing than your weird-ass face
My jeans are showing than your stupid ass hate
I kick you with the power of gods feet
I ditch you down with your own damn hate

I fell down than the times I stood up
I stood up I stood up against my fricking haters
I cut some people off because they were catfishing
My journey was a war with some cold-blooded haters