Hishamy - the boy who disappeared Lyrics

You said you needed space
Here's all the universe
And we were stuck inside of
This endless silent curse
I know I did some things
That caused your deepest hurt
But now that I'm on my own
I think that I deserve
I was waiting two hours in front of your house
You stepped out and said"I don't need you now"
But I miss you
I never meant to
And I'll always love you
Until the day I hate you
I won't forget you
You'll be always near
And this is it, your story
The boy who ghosted me
Secrets and confessions
We once chose to share
I thought you were different
Until you treated me unfair
My mind keeps on asking
Why do I always care?
You said I made you sad
Like I'm the problem weight you bear
I was hopeful that we might just make it
I had faith in you, but you left me aching
I miss you
I never meant to
And I'll always love you
Until the day I hate you
I won't forget you
You'll be always near
And this is it, your story
The boy who broke me
I just need you closer
I don't believe it's over
All your words and laughter
I still keep them in a folder
We became strangers
You left me with your anger
Maybe I was a bad friend
And that just made us somber
I miss you
I never meant to
Never wanna hurt you
You knew that I loved you
And yeah, I need you to be fine
I hope you're doing well without me
I'm doing well without you too
Yeah, I miss you
I never meant to
And I'll always love you
Until the day I hate you
I want to forget you
But you're always here
And this is it, your story
The boy who disappeared