höneylip - The Outside Lyrics

Not an hour goes by I don't deal with it
Flashback to my time as a little kid
No care, not a worry in the world
Now my feet 'tap tap'
Jaw pain, and a bloody lip
There was a time where my nails did exist
I didn't always watch my back
Bad at words, but I'll give you the gist
Got my hands in a fist and I can't relax

It's got me living on the outside
Maybe I won't deal with demons later on the inside
I know that's on me
Yeah, I know that's on me

I'm thinking this time's the last time that you will see every part of me
I'm thinking this time, that next time I'll get it right
(Gang gang yeah)

Please tell me it's been great and that you like me
'Cause I'll spend my whole day overthinking
Did I say enough?' or did I say too much?
Why'd I say that? What the f*ck.
Gotta keep my mouth shut
I'll push it to the back of my head
It's not new

But I'm thinking this time's the last time that you will see every part of me
I'm thinking this time, that next time I'll get it right
It's got me living on the outside
Maybe I won't deal with demons later on the inside
I know that's on me
But I'm thinking this time that next time I'll get it right

Blank mind
It's time to take its cheap shots now
Night time
It's time to take its cheap shots now
Strange vibes
It's time to take its cheap shots now
All lies
It's time to take its cheap shots now
This conversation's ending
It's time to take its cheap shots now
I play it back again and
It's time to take its cheap shots now
Not calm, but I'm pretending
It's time to take its cheap shots now
I'm not living on the outside now
It's time to take its cheap shots now

I'm thinking this time's the last time that you will see every part of me
I'm thinking this time, that next time I'll get it right
I'm thinking this time's the last time that you will see every part of me
I'm thinking this time that next time I'll get it right

I'm not living on the outside
Living on the outside
Living on the outside, no
I've got demons on the inside
Demons on the inside
Demons on the inside, no

I'm not living on the outside
Living on the outside
Living on the outside