HOBO CANE - Today Lyrics

I've been thinking about you lately
I don't really know what to say
I've been searching inside for words and feelings
That will help explain
Can I ask you a few more questions
Do you try to ignore the pain
Will you bend if your pride is wounded
Or destroy what still remains
Are you really trying or waiting for an excuse
If we're still in this together
Hold on to me better
Today
All I want is to know the answers
You have nothing to defend
But the reasons you give don't add up
When you hurt me in the end
Can't you see we're in this together
If you break, I bleed
The true meaning of forgiveness
Stares at you when you leave
I still want to understand your point of view
But I can't listen when you're screaming
Hold on to me better
Today
I become love
I won't be numb
To anything you say
Don't hold back now
I won't let you drown
If you don't look away
I'd die for you
If you only knew
I don't know if it's too late
I won't surrender
I'm not the pretender
You once knew yesterday
Now I sit here by the window
Watching my breath stain the glass
It's a sign that I'm still breathing
Oh I miss you but I'm not sad anymore
I still hold on to the dream you promised me
But now I know it's only worth it
When you're truly certain
Today
I become love
I won't be numb
To anything you say
Don't hold back now
I won't let you drown
If you don't look away
I'd die for you
If you only knew
I don't know if it's too late
I won't surrender
I'm not the pretender
You once knew yesterday
You once knew yesterday
Today
Now we start all over
This time I won't be fooled
Today is all up to you