Shutdown Video (MV)

I'm sitting, I'm thinking
Trying give my heart without blinking
I'm feeling this feeling
Where the only cope is just drinking
She's sitting she moving
When she only does what she's doing
It's careless and moody
I'm about to do what I'm doing
She only care about herself
Don't give a damn about our wealth
It's just toxic, exotic
Only got me, God & myself
Man I had options, just dropped it
Thought that we can live in good health
Ain't it Ironic, tiptronic
Shifting in gear back into my shell
Let's be honest, you just dropped it
Talking about all your options and self
It's just crazy, real crazy
All the energy that I spent
Now I'm on demon time, can't see the time
Now I gotta focus up on my eating time
They see the grind, never know time
Really gotta learn to read in between the lines
I just broke down
I give up now
No luck now
Barely see us now
Are we done now
Do you feel proud
Are you up now
Think it's time to shutdown
Wassup with you, got me in maze feeling all confused
I hate to lose, but it seems to me, I'm gonna lose you too without clue
But it's true though, never really know till the news really come though
I got hope though, no control for what really is to come though
Preparing for the worst, written in verse
Shed light to the universe, hoping that I ain't really cursed
I know that I'm blessed, I ain't built like the rest
I'm one of a kind
With a S on my chest
Getting numb to your presence, knowing that I made a wrong investment
Quick question
Were you in it for the love of us, or the comfort of your own satisfaction
Quit acting, stop crying, couldn't care less about the sex, stay active
Need a napkin, it's tragic
Better on your own Miss
Mrs. Has Been
I just broke down
I give up now
No luck now
Barely see us now
Are we done now
Do you feel proud
Are you up now
Think it's time to shutdown
I'm up now, feeling very happy about my life now, can't quiet down
It's a touchdown for the win, gotta take care of yours, never stay down, get up child
It's a marathon, not a one round
Need a catalog, it ain't safe now
Now the word is out, seen our flame lit
Had to put it out, cause you ain't shit
I'm Reminiscing
Had to clear my vision
Should've took a moment
To just sit and listen
Got me drinking and sipping
Afraid of commitment
Placed in a position
Of never ever committing
Should've done your job, never would've fell in this position
I'm up now making better decisions
I was broke down
I ain't broke now
Cause I'm up now
Though It took a while
Feeling blessed now
I was shutdown
I'm on top now
Sky's the limit
Make yourself proud