Hoiwy - Demons Lyrics

I'm sorry, I'm so f*cking really sorry
Don't try to tell me, don't worry
I'm so crazy and I'm so sorry
My demons, they're never asleep
I can't protect everything I love
Before they all try and eat it
And life is so f*cking hard
When they're sitting in my mind
There's no good enough therapist for me
Well, I'm f*cked
My demons, they always said to me
If you wanna be still alive
Better shut up and watch
Next they hurt my lovely guys
Then blamed me
Well, I cried
What I, whatever I do
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you
Whatever I do
They always do too
They always do too
So I let them control me
They attack only when I'm lonely
Fighting with them is so hard
My brain is fickle like the house of cards
F*ck, that's sad
My demons, they always said to me
If you wanna be still alive
Better shut up and watch
Next they hurt my lovely guys
Then blamed me
Well, I cried
What I, whatever I do
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you
Whatever I do
They always do too
They always do too
It's hard to explain
How big is my pain
My demons, they say
That I am a mistake (that I am the problem)
So without them (without them)
I'm nothing but pain
And then people say
That I am a mistake
Whatever I do
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you
Whatever I do
They always do too
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you
Whatever I do
They always do too
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you
Whatever I do
They always do too
They always do too
I guess it's too complicated for you