Why you even trying to be good? Video (MV)

Stop asking me if I'm fine
You know I'm not, but I'm pretty when I cry
Another day for me, again a lot of questions
I don't know any answers, but do I really need them
Long time ago I was a believer
I used to smile, but now I'm dead inside
Why are you even trying to be good
Hell is open for everyone
Heaven is not, even when you're trying a lot
Why are you even trying to be good
Naive child, I can tell you truth
Hell is open for everyone
Heaven is just for fools
Every shower I take can be a bloody lake
And I don't care about me or my family
There's no sense, no reasons
Emotions and feelings are just like the seasons
From the beginning to death
There is no difference if you choose
Blue or red, right or left
Why are you even trying to be good
Hell is open for everyone
Heaven is not, even when you're trying a lot
Why are you even trying to be good
Naive child, I can tell you truth
Hell is open for everyone
Heaven is just for fools
No one said there is an award after this life
No one showed us a proper way
So what is the difference if you use flower or knife
What is the difference if you let me go or stay
World won't stop for me or for you
Heaven and hell can surprise us too
Which one is bad, which one is good (what if after death there is no Old Man)
Who cares if you were polite or rude
So
Why are you even trying to be good (angels cry)
Hell is open for everyone (if it exists)
Heaven is not, even when you're trying a lot (but who knows?)
Why are you even trying to be good
Naive child, I can tell you truth
Hell is open for everyone (they say)
Heaven and hell is just for fools (but who knows)