Holehearted - V Lyrics

Indecisive mindset,
Felt the need to change your climate,
I did what I could to please you,
You created a disease you had no cure to,
I'm ruined like you were prior,
Left road side with nothing to admire,
Fused into a single entity,
In spite of your youth, indemnity induced,
Swindled your way back to solitary,
Crippled, cracked, and breathing barely,
An accusation of deception,
Self-admiration built by defection,
In the inception, did you once see your reflection?

Exhausted your time in the mirror,
Shocked you couldn't see any clearer,
The quantum of times that this has happened,
My problem in crime,
The contrast absent,
Rotten ways of grime,
Cast away your thoughts, I'll keep mine,
Keep thinking you're the reactant in line,
I have grown immensely colder,
Empathy prone simply to smolder,
Casting your shadow over my state of grief,
Casting mine, over your, final pity plea,
Come inside, set the spider to the fly,
Pulling the string as I watch your body writhe,
Oh god, why? I mean who?
Who guides this life that I didn't choose?
Which led me to you?
Bitter, abandoned, and used,
My wholehearted contemplation,
Your compensation forcefully taken,
Fixation, your asphyxiation,