I was but a way to occupy the empty space someone else left behind
Waiting for You In January to save me, I will linger like a shadow
I am transparent
You were the last good thing I had left
Now I think I'm ready
I know you've been waiting to hold me down
When I fold my hands across my chest
It feels like I'm already dead
Are you happy to see me fall apart?
I've been nothing but a burden to you since we met
I would rather die at your hands
Than wait for my head to explode
Try to hide from all your heavy glares in the black behind my eyes
If there's something that will keep me safe, I'll find ways to escape it
I am transparent