Hollowed Existence - Lost Lyrics

I am lost
I feel numb
Don't know who I have become
This world around me tears apart
I have felt broken right from the start
I am lost

My head it plagues me with nothing but doubt
All of the lies have finally come out
No where to run when karma comes searching
Look around you the damage is done

You are a snake spitting your venom
With words of poison you split us in two
I was deceived gave blinded reliance
Now I know not to follow you

You always tried to control me
Took me too long to see
Now I'm free from your hold
But look what it has cost me

I am lost
I feel numb
Don't know who I have become
This world around me tears apart
I have felt broken right from the start
Hope has fled
I am done
No more strength to carry on
When the one you trust the most is gone and you're left to know that you were wrong

Cannot believe I was lead down this road
Was made a fool of my dignity sold
This is the last time that you'll see me cry
With all the thoughts in my head screaming DIE

Why won't you DIE
Why can't I DIE
PLEASE FUCKING DIE
JUST FUCKING
DIE

I am lost
I feel numb
Don't know who I have become
This world around me tears apart
I have felt broken right from the start
Hope has fled
I am done
No more strength to carry on
When the one you trust the most is gone and you're left to know that you were wrong
I am lost