Hollowred - Love Like Suicide Lyrics

What we had will never coincide
She said my love was like suicide "I tried"
Never take away what she felt inside
She said my love was like suicide "she cried"
In the end all I can say was I
She wrote a not that said suicide "she died"
I took her on this crazy ride
Now I'm thinkin bout suicide
After a few weeks I'm starting to feel better
I wrote down my thoughts turned into a love letter
I know you not gone so just open up ya eyes
When you do these people in for a surprise
Just stand up tall and hug me
And one more time just say that you love me
I hate that you laying there
And I hate that you put me in the position to be praying here
At ya grave site all alone
Why didn't you just pick up ya phone
You should've been home and not with ya girlfriends
They got you in trouble so I guess I blame them
I wont raise my hand again for all my years
Or yell at you until you crying tears
Please baby I'm not the same guy
You said my smile could make the sunrise
I got the biggest smile now wow so somehow you looking back at me now
But it's in disgust and not trust
I let my insecurities get in-between us
On the day I found you it was right after work
Immediately I went berserk
In the tub yo body laid with it half filled up
Letter next to you saying "did you love us"
You spoke of my inadequacies
And how you had to really leave this world and me
Rippled up the letter and threw it in the trash
Can't let ya family keep bringing up the past
And as the paper hit the can
Looked down and I got blood on my hands
Damn
Looked down and I got blood on my hands