When I walked into the crowded room and saw the girls I knew at school
I waited in the corner while I heard them talk about
Cll the things I wish I could've done
Cause it feels like I'm the only one
Who's not achieving something worthy, and I couldn't help but worry
They'll think that I'm not interesting, I'm terrified that they will see that
Inside it feels like I could self-destruct
Cause maybe I was never good enough
Then I hear you scream, I hear you shout
I hear you talking, way too loud
You're always breathing, down my neck and
I know you'll fight me to the death,
I let you, fill me up with doubt,
I let you pull me too far down
Till I'm so deep that, I forget
You're just the voice inside my head
I didn't go to that audition cause I had this premonition
I was never gonna get the part that I so badly wanted
It seems self sabotage is how I roll
Cause I can't fail if I've decided not to go
You tried to keep me in the shadows slowly draining all my courage
So I buried all the life inside my dreams so no one heard them
Tricked me into thinking I'd be happy there
With the oxygen sucked right out of the air
Then I hear you scream, I hear you shout
I hear you talking, way too loud
You're always breathing, down my neck and
I know you'll fight me to the death,
I let you, fill me up with doubt,
I let you pull me too far down
Till I'm so deep that, I forget
You're just the voice inside my head
Will I be free if I don't listen? If I don't give in
Will I be free if I don't listen? If I don't give in
Then I won't hear you scream, hear you shout
Won't hear you talking, way too loud
You're always breathing, down my neck and
I know you'll fight me to the death,
I let you, fill me up with doubt,
I let you pull me too far down
Till I'm so deep that, I forget
You're just the voice inside my head