Hollywoodboy - BAD THINGS Lyrics

I had to tell her about all the bad things in me
Oh man you should seen her face
She was stuck in some disbelief
Oh grief
Not nice
Not right
Might call you tonight
I got some bad things inside of me
Talking to God about all my anxieties
I know I'm heartless
I got some darkness inside of me
I guess this time I just dug my own grave
I sat her down one day and told her
I have a lot of demons inside my brain
She looked at me in a way that was strange
I'm trying to talk to her about the voices inside of me
Lately I've been feeling like my life's like one big robbery
A lot of people hurt me when I feel I never deserved it
Everything in my life has been so unfair
Like I don't have a purpose
It's like a deck with all our lucky numbers
And every time I pull a card out it just rains and thunders
Talk to God but he's not listening I mean he is but I'm the one resisting
I told her about all the bad things inside of me
Oh man should see her face
She was stuck in some disbelief
Oh grief
Not nice
Not right
Might call you tonight
I got some bad things inside of me (yeah yeah yeah yea)
Talking to God about all my anxieties(yes I am yes I am yes I am)
I know I'm heartless(yeah yeah)
I got some darkness inside of me
I guess this time I just dug my own grave
I gotta go oh go oh go oh
I gotta go oh gotta grow oh gotta grow Because lately I've been talking to my soul
And this is how it goes You never change(never) you never grow(bitter)
You'll never be someone that they wanna hold close and say that they love the most
I'm the reason why you got the knife in your back
My name is BT I am your bad things
I'm in your heart and soul I will never let go
She grabbed me by my face and she looked me in the eyes
And she took off my disguise and she looked at all my lies
And she waved them all goodbye
And now I'm talking to God like
Was I wrong to believe in these bad things? Maybe this whole time there's never been
Nothing wrong with me
But I wonder how many people sit with negativity