She likes summer showers
Our legs brush
Against wallflowers
I took a lot last hour
Pink blouse behind the cell towers
I know I felt her power
I Don't want
This to go sour
My head won't stop getting louder
Sometimes I miss the damn powder
Theres a dream in my heart
Yeah I wanna be a star
Wanna live to see days
Where life isn't so hard
And life leaves scars
Got weary arms
I hate this f*cking world
But I still try to do my part
Oh
How'd it get so cold?
The walls are lined with mold
And the drugs get old
Fingers intertwined and fold
Out past late
Getting f*cked up every night
Cut deep in my skin hope I'll be fine
Arms turn cold no pulse can't rewind
Made the decision to die alone and kind
I be hating life so
So often
Tweaking in the streets of southern boston
3am taking photos of myself
Molly, methamphetamine I know it don't help
I be hating life so
So often
On the edge of the bridge
Thinking bout death
Drinking, isolated
I'm scared to go to hell
More afraid to be alive
Can't come out of my shell